PMS

i had a bout of insanity and a few moments of heartbreak.

reining them in, i'm retying the ribbon on my little glass heart to hold the "memories-best-not-remembered" tightly in. someday, possibly when i'm 70, i'll untie that ribbon and who's to say i won't suffer from dementia and not have to revisit those memories?

IN SPITE OF all that, i do love the memories and i still want to retain them.

i want to thank God for the pain cos i know i have truly loved.
i also want to thank Him for it being so difficult at times, cos i know it's cos i have been truly loved too.
how can there be regrets if you have lived one life and found even just one person who really loves you?

i am PMS-ing.

:( :)

may God bless and keep ex-loves safe and happy through the days of their life, be it with me or someone else.

when we're all 70, we shall throw a reunion and get together and "hook up" *ahahhaaa* and we'll thank God all over again!

*cannot decide what emotion range i'm in right now so i should stop rambling*