Things I'm Sick and Tired of...

1. People thinking they know what's best for me.

2. People assuming they know me.

3. People assuming they understand me.

4. People assuming I need their protection.

5. People assuming I need their help.

6. People thinking I care.

7. People assuming they can make a better decision than I can, for myself.

8. Hypocrites. Especially hypocrites who think they aren't hypocrites.

9. Pretences.

10. People who feel the need to share things about everybody's life with others.

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The Common Theme: Presumption.

presumption that they know me well.

The Irony: It's those who aren't friends who make that presumption.

i am amused, bitter, angry about this. i find it hilarious that it is really those who don't know me that make the presumption that they know what i need, what i want, what is best for me, and who usually believe it's them that i need.

HA HA FUCKING HA.

the AUDACITY to actually claim that intimacy that they know me. FUCKING AUDACITY. i don't even know myself well. my mum doesn't even know me well. and they think they do?

here's a newsflash: it is actually my friends who know i am the way i am and that i won't allow anyone to make a decision for me unless i ask for it. and i will ask if you are my friend, as my friends know. i won't ask otherwise. because i don't give two hoots what you think. so why ask?

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i am also wondering now how many of my friends will remain with me if i ever, one day, say to them, "Fuck out of my life."

hmm.... well, if i ever do that one day... to you who are my good friends, i will come to my senses so soon and CRAWL back to you. nothing like that has ever happened before. because i care about you!